The Many Worlds

[k_a_webb]

Last year was... complicated. I don't know what else to say, to be honest, because writing outside of work wasn't something I did much of, and I'm still working out my relationship with writing now. Although it's always been a massive part of my life I lost my connection to it, so actually sitting down to write was often more like pulling teeth than something I enjoyed. Part of that was circumstances, and those are likely to change this year, but I know that one of my issues is finding time for me to do the things I want to do - like writing. So one of the things I'm doing is making it so I have that time. If that means dropping one of the other balls I have in the air then I will, because I feel like I'm losing part of me.

That was a lot more personal that I was expecting to get. What I am here to say is that I'm going back to the Many Worlds. I've missed them, but a lesson I learnt last year is that I put too much pressure on myself to do everything. I dropped certain things, because of that pressure, and those were things I didn't want to drop. I'm not going to have any sort of posting strategy. I've not even got any real plan for what it is I want to be writing. Instead I'm going to let go of the urge to add more stress to my life, stress I truly don't need, so I'm just going to let it happen as it will. I do plan on posting more often. There are some things I'm in the middle of I will get back to when it feels right. For now I'm going to leave it at that, because that's what I need to do for me.

I'm looking forward to it, for the first time in a long time. What I am hoping is that I'll regain that part of me I lost last year.